how cruel I was

just read some of little broken hearted thingy from the past. you know, I've survived from that. I knew my mistakes and I don't even wanna think about it again. but now, please, don't let me feel the same like I don't wanna used to be. I'm so fragile back then, forgot everything, feel so dumb, so stupid, I just couldn't think that I did such things. how cruel I was.